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Eighteen But Not On Purpose

from Danger Ahead by Bend Over

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lyrics

Shall we start I am here to evict your life
Son of man it's time to become one
Pay your dues or starve, it's as simple as that
Oh when I put like that well it ain't sound half bad

It just hit me like a brick
Fuck, I am useless I'm unfit
I was born to dissapear
Among this big mass made of fear
Oh doctor what is wrong with me
I just can't seem to get it up
I'm not aroused by making ends meet
I don't know what to do now

If I take a few wrong turns does it count as growing up
If I fuck up beyond return can I sit here watch it burn
Well the higher goes the flame it's as high as I once went
If a big enough a wreck can I get a face and name

Stupid with conviction you're the last of your own
You don't know where to go but where sounds fucking fun
Biting as much you can before the Earth implodes
This next breath is your last so inhale really strong

Excuse me while I sniff this deadline
I've been waiting for the headlines
Announcing everything has gone to hell
And I am not the one to blame
I'm just another asshole
Wishing, waiting to dismantle
Convinced that I should be in control
Jerking it off because why not

If I take a few wrong turns does it count as growing up
If I fuck up beyond return can I sit here watch it burn
Well the higher goes the flame it's as high as I once went
If a big enough a wreck can I get a face and name

If I don't lower the bar do I lose my fucking mind
If I step on a land mine is there any silver lining
Well the louder gets the bang the messier the aftermath
And the wreckage left behind is my honor and my pride

Mind your step or you might trip
With dead hopes facing down the street
You never who could that be
Maybe it's you with the right twist

Drowned completely in masochistic frustrations
Left behind by your own shit generation
I am done trying to cure this red infection
I'm the one who walks in the opposite direction
Let the games begin let's see how deep this shit goes
Until my last beat I'm in this for the fucking laughs

If I take a few wrong turns does it count as growing up
If I fuck up beyond return can I sit here watch it burn
Well the higher goes the flame it's as high as I once went
If a big enough a wreck can I get a face and name

If I don't lower the bar do I lose my fucking mind
If I step on a land mine is there any silver lining
Well the louder gets the bang the messier the aftermath
And the wreckage left behind is my honor and my pride

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from Danger Ahead, released March 2, 2014

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Hey. I'm a 20yo musician living in Mexico City. Tell me what you think.

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