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Intro
02:08
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The phone just rang
My friend said "sorry Rod I misdialed"
The phone just died
Can't say I care more than much at all
If the world has been wiped out
If I missed the commotion while I sat here on my own
I feel like whoa
I'm scratching parts of me out of this pouch
My best friend's now
Distorted to my own shape and form
You won't love what I've become
But have you ever seen a TV hate its own remote control
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2. |
Home Alone
02:37
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Oh hey, oh hey
I said hello
I walked in to my parents having sex at my house party
And it made everyone notice I'm wearing sweat pants at this mixer
Well I don't even know how to mix me I'm like the water you're the oil
But guess who's holding all the matches and forgot to feed his raving madness
I feel like whoa
I really should be worried about my burning home and all my stuff
I don't think so
I need anyone more than what I need from me so beat it please
So take me as I am or let your gag reflex spit me out
I'm the boys and girls who were left out of another joke other than their lives
Flooded with puke, booze, self esteem; my house, my rules, my mess to clean
So open big to let me in, I've heard before I don't fit in
I feel like whoa
I really should be worried about my burning home and all my stuff
I don't think so
I need anyone more than what I need from me so beat it please
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3. |
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Shall we start I am here to evict your life
Son of man it's time to become one
Pay your dues or starve, it's as simple as that
Oh when I put like that well it ain't sound half bad
It just hit me like a brick
Fuck, I am useless I'm unfit
I was born to dissapear
Among this big mass made of fear
Oh doctor what is wrong with me
I just can't seem to get it up
I'm not aroused by making ends meet
I don't know what to do now
If I take a few wrong turns does it count as growing up
If I fuck up beyond return can I sit here watch it burn
Well the higher goes the flame it's as high as I once went
If a big enough a wreck can I get a face and name
Stupid with conviction you're the last of your own
You don't know where to go but where sounds fucking fun
Biting as much you can before the Earth implodes
This next breath is your last so inhale really strong
Excuse me while I sniff this deadline
I've been waiting for the headlines
Announcing everything has gone to hell
And I am not the one to blame
I'm just another asshole
Wishing, waiting to dismantle
Convinced that I should be in control
Jerking it off because why not
If I take a few wrong turns does it count as growing up
If I fuck up beyond return can I sit here watch it burn
Well the higher goes the flame it's as high as I once went
If a big enough a wreck can I get a face and name
If I don't lower the bar do I lose my fucking mind
If I step on a land mine is there any silver lining
Well the louder gets the bang the messier the aftermath
And the wreckage left behind is my honor and my pride
Mind your step or you might trip
With dead hopes facing down the street
You never who could that be
Maybe it's you with the right twist
Drowned completely in masochistic frustrations
Left behind by your own shit generation
I am done trying to cure this red infection
I'm the one who walks in the opposite direction
Let the games begin let's see how deep this shit goes
Until my last beat I'm in this for the fucking laughs
If I take a few wrong turns does it count as growing up
If I fuck up beyond return can I sit here watch it burn
Well the higher goes the flame it's as high as I once went
If a big enough a wreck can I get a face and name
If I don't lower the bar do I lose my fucking mind
If I step on a land mine is there any silver lining
Well the louder gets the bang the messier the aftermath
And the wreckage left behind is my honor and my pride
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Here's my last attempt
Of trying to reason with the apprehensive of myself
Stop saving for rainy days
And start setting your mind up for getting wet
Oh cute, you have a dream?
No, you have nothing to live for
You have nothing left to lose now that you bet all on yourself
You have nowhere left to go now that you burned your only home
It's an out of business
Everything must go sale
Don't think twice
'Cause it might be gone by tonight
Feed a stranger, get in a bender
That lasts from middle this december
All the way until next november
If you need fixing here's the number
Oh, you have a dream
No, you have nothing to live for
You have nothing left to lose now that you bet all on yourself
You have nowhere left to go now that you burned your only home
Here's my professional diagnose
You have a damaged front lobe
And no apparent backbone
For which the only known cure is
To go all in before it's all for nothing
You have nothing left to lose now that you bet all on yourself
You have nowhere left to go now that you burned your only home
You have nothing left to lose now that you bet all on yourself
Nothing left to fear now that you've been scared of it all
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5. |
Son Of A Bitch
02:35
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I have failed and I'll be punished
I've a problem I'm dishonest
I could tell you a couple stories
That would make your stomach nauseous
I bit off the ol' ball and chain
And I will never turn myself in
Can you feel me well I doubt it
'Cause there's nothing left inside me
Well isn't the world deep in shit
And I'm nothing but a filthy son of a bitch
'Cause I want it when I want it you say fellony
Call it what you want I call it strategy
Well no one said life was fair
So why should I play it square
I won't victimize myself
To be a sight that's worth the stare
If you don't even own your time
But you're daring to claim mine
Boy you really got a sack
And you can go G.F.Y.
Well isn't the world deep in shit
And I'm nothing but a filthy son of a bitch
'Cause I want it when I want it you say fellony
Call it what you want I call it strategy
What a wonderful wa...
Ain't no passing cra...
Means no worries for the rest
Of your sorry whiny days
It's
A
Problem free philosophy
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6. |
Uh-Oh
01:53
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Cold realization this one is
To see me naked and on my knees
Facing the wave of my own mistakes
Coming for me on full steam ahead
Constant irrational feeling of dread
A disturbance in the force the fear has paralyzed my legs
I hear dementia crawling up the stairs
I would say something but I know I'm never gonna change
I guess I'm addicted to all of my delusions
I guess I may have jumped a bit into conclusions
I guess that I've turned against everyone that I known
Looking for something that makes me feel alive and raw
And here's me racing against the clock
Facing the moment where all implodes
I've borrowed and wasted so much luck
Now I can feel it I'm draining out
If this is your way of warning danger ahead
I gotta tell you I do it all for my future self
It doesn't matter how much it snowballs effect
It's not the means, the beans, the genes it's only the end
I guess I'm addicted to all of my delusions
I guess I may have jumped a bit into conclusions
I guess that I've turned against everyone that I known
Looking for something that makes me feel alive and raw
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7. |
Intruder Alert
02:44
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When I was younger and worhtless
Grown ups would tell me stories about a boy eating monster
That would crawl out from under my bed
They didn't mention she'd be the beginning of the end
Now that I'm older I'm scared to stare
Like a misguided spirit journey I could get stuck in the air
Needless to say she's danger in the flesh
There is no point but give in to the whims of my skin
As she crawls towards me she licks her upper lip
The wall behind me is cold, her eyes fixated on me
Squints her nose a bit, it's the scent of fresh meat
A mocking smile tells me, she knows way more than me
When the day is gone and I'm left all alone
She comes out to play and shares with me all
"The answer to every question dear", she says
"Is to simply erase the question and breathe"
Don't pull me out this damaged dream
The fire is out of control I don't want nowhere to go
Oh she's the flame consuming the air I breathe
It might be too late for me, you still can make history
As she crawls towards me she licks her upper lip
The wall behind me is cold, her eyes fixated on me
Squints her nose a bit, it's the scent of fresh meat
A mocking smile tells me, she knows way more than me
With those fingernails she's scratching off my beliefs
And with those teeth she's chewing all I thought that I needed
The floor is freezing cold but there I don't have a call
Even the things I swore I'd never let go
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8. |
Riders Of The Edge
02:27
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I can't hold it any longer
I can feel it going rogue now
Bowels rumble my limbs tremble
And the lighting just got warmer
Well the signal has been sent
Now the party is on its way
Ready to live and drop dead
Time to get carried away
I just love to get close and then just stop
I don't know how to manage but I cope
What's so wrong with forever lasting more
It's as far I'll ever get from the floor
Treats so branded to my depths
I leave traces everywhere
Of my broken DNA
Leaving proof of who to blame
Here it comes the endless parade
My own numbed out morbid train
That goes nowhere, comes all day
And it comes full steam ahead
I just love to get close and then just stop
I don't know how to manage but I cope
What's so wrong with forever lasting more
It's as far I'll ever get from the floor
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Punto Y Aparte
03:23
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It happened three years ago
I was in the bathroom floor
Beating the shit off my score
When my doubts started to form
I was standing inside a dream
Out of someone else's head
I was staring back at me
And oh my god I was one of them
Thanks for the laughs
But this one here's my stop
I rather crash on my own
And leave my own blood stain below
Since then every day, feels like the end from the start
Since then every day, I dare to fight for my dear life
Fly, fly, fly away from all the things I loved but now I just hate
I don't know why I turned out this way but I can tell you it smells exciting ahead
Fly, fly, fly away from all the things I loved but now I just hate
I don't know why I turned out this way but I can tell you it smells like danger ahead
Oh I'm just fueling the fire
But I'm not digging just for fun
I'm on a scavenger hunt
That ends with me finding purpose
I'm just looking for my light
Because the sun belongs to everyone
I said I'm looking for my light
Because the sun belongs to every single person in this whole fucking town
Fly, fly, fly away from all the things I loved but now I just hate
I don't know why I turned out this way but I can tell you it smells exciting ahead
Fly, fly, fly away from all the things I loved but now I just hate
I don't know why I turned out this way but I can tell you it smells like danger ahead
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10. |
R.J.
02:47
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Way back in my larvae times
Found myself a dirty habit
That would go on to lead my life
Into the beautiful unknown
And I don't feel like letting it go
It owns my hands, my feet and the road
Oh it feels so good, ay ay ay ay ay
When you ruin my life, countless times a night
Don't ever leave my side and I won't hunt you down
Oh mary be my wife, I will treat you well
Now I feel I'm taking a step
Towards delicious familiarity
There are pills, bills, coke and green
La salsa abuela, magic sticks
Meta-ampheta-phetamines
And all those things from the movies
Oh it feels so good, ay ay ay ay ay
When you ruin my life, countless times a night
Don't ever leave my side and I won't hunt you down
Oh mary be my wife, I will treat you well
Well you're the reason I'm to blame
And you're the reason I can't sleep
You're the reason I'm low on sugar
You're the reason I am weak
You're the reason for my treason
Oh this just got sensationalist
Oh sweet shots of dopamine
Making their sweet way through me
Oh it feels so good, ay ay ay ay ay
When you ruin my life, countless times a night
Don't ever leave my side and I won't hunt you down
Oh mary be my wife, I will treat you well
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Well I don't know if it's my own or this hole's
But the whole place smells like rot
You can taste the formol
Penetrating every bud
If this what you've brought upon
Each other I'm sure you know
Why I don't call this home sorry mom
Still I don't know if I should go or succumb
Always afraid of being wrong
Toxic slum have my word
For whatever that is worth
That I won't, swear I won't
Be found in you done for
& I don't care no more
It could be hell on Earth out there
While I sit here blow my brains
'Cause I am bored out of my skull
If you could hear me pray you would say
I'm insane because seriously who prays
On this time and this day it's a little bit deranged
But I wish for a change leaves it all in disarray
Sweet improvement from the current streak
Of days, weeks, years I don't know it's all so bleak
And all I'm noticing is the rate at which my beard grows
Swiftly increasing
& I don't care no more
It could be hell on Earth out there
While I sit here blow my brains
'Cause I am bored out of my skull
My life is for sale I don't want it any more
Everyone is merry drunk while I've been spilled from the cup
Oh come on, come one rally up the price will leave you in awe
You get not one not two but endless days of nothing new
Who the hell's behind that call
Some will live others just breathe
Only watch the story unfold
From the sidelines never bleed
Cornered stones that never roll
How come I haven't been born
What the hell is going on
I could swear I left the womb
You sir Robin Williams
Why do you dress so civilian
I swore no allegiance
To the fact that I'm oblivious
What the hell is going on
I could swear I left the womb
& I don't care no more
It could be hell on Earth out there
While I sit here blow my brains
'Cause I am bored out of my skull
No, don't fucking care, no more
It could be hell on Earth out there
While I sit here blow my brains
'Cause I am bored out of my fucking skull
Oh what a mess I have provoked
A sight so muddled it's beautiful
Leave the nachos by the door
No, I don't want jalapeños
They taste like butt they fucking suck
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The townsfolk are on their way
With pitchforks and torches
They ask for blood, they want his skull
He's the face of everything gone wrong
Mother called on him the cops
And father went to get his gun
Brother was smart he played along
Sucks but he knew he'd be on his own
When they all start gathering 'round
Like and order of dirty monks
And they try to intervene you
With a needle and a rope
Sing
I'm peachy, I'm a twister of good vibes
So nifty, I'm the master of look alive
I'm peachy, I'm a rainbow made of smiles
So nifty, I'm the finest of our...
Handcuffed he walks onto the stand
Everyone is pointing how grossed out they are
"Get your life together!" someone will shout
He's just an insult to this shitty town
Good thing he didn't bring a jacket
'Cause they're preparing quite the banquet
It's barbeque made with his ass
Dessert will be served with his ashes
When they all start gathering 'round
Like and order of dirty monks
And they try to intervene you
With a needle and a rope
I'm peachy, I'm a twister of good vibes
So nifty, I'm the master of look alive
I'm peachy, I'm a rainbow made of smiles
So nifty, I'm the finest of our...
I'm peachy, I'm a twister of good vibes
So nifty, I'm the master of look alive
I'm peachy, I'm a rainbow made of smiles
So nifty, I'm the finest of our species!
Well I'm the thief who stole my life
I'm the kidnapper of myself
And I'm the one who made this bed
And I'm the one who'll sleep on it, on it, on it, on it
Well I'm the killer of my stress
Oh I'm the rapist of my fate
And I'm the one who made this bed
And I have never slept so well, oh well, oh well, oh well
So you go on reverse on the street
And you think this time I've really lost it
You find it yet again right away
And against all that could be called logic
And you live in the schemes
Of what they all consider a monster
In a mind filled with dreams
In your world of beautiful disaster
You're insane, you're insane
You're insane if you think you're gonna make it
You're insane, you're insane
You're insane for ever thinking you would make it
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